Oxycontin/Percocet

The dream buzz.
From my understanding Oxycontin is the active drug in Percocet.
Put otherwise a small percentage of 'Oxy' is in a 'Perc';plus, some other sort of medical fillers (none of which even come close to Oxycontin on a scale of potency).

I encountered this drug on a long term span (about one year) at the age of 18 and it gave a very lasting impression. The drug at first tends to be the answer to many of life's smaller dilemma's (eg. focus, laziness,unsociable behavior etc.) making for a positive on the whole, and seemingly giving the ability to take care of larger ordeals on your day to day with greater ease.
This state of enhancement you experience seems to last as long as you want it too based on your supply.
But, it is funny with this one how QUICK it will turn from help to hindrance.
Initially I was involved with the drug nearly as much as the secondary party whom I associated it with. I hit the buzz nearly every day for a few months and had fun plus I worked hard.
Towards the end I would start to feel noxious about 15 minutes after snorting a line (Percocet wasn't typical by then). I felt uneasy about it.
My peer could see the uncertainty I was feeling and since he was the connect, he started to shy away from letting me in on it. This was altogether enough for me to discontinue my use of the drug. The great thing about my experience was that for a time this man was somewhat of a mentor to me. He would always 'have my back' with these sorts of things. He would get and pay for everything and i was just his sidekick. Lucky me.
Once I was out of the circle I wasn't getting back in because I was broke; and I just didn't want it that bad. Once again, Lucky me.
I started to see major signs when there was down time. Frantic uncontrolled behavior, A completely altered personality to a far end of the negative spectrum. The deterioration I witnessed after that point was one of leaps and bounds. It was something I can't describe and I don't know if I'm over my guilt for not seriously intervening with what happened. I tried to talk to him about it when I was noticing major changes, but it was just too difficult due to our business relationship and ego's involved.I am entirely grateful for the responsibility he showed in discontinuing me from 'the circle'. But, also keeping me updated with the truth about what he was going through up until we parted ways. It wasn't long before the real crash happened and, I can only imagine the pain it caused in his life after wards.
I now totally understand the power of these drugs and what it can breed, they will tear you down given proper opportunity.
You will become a TRUE junkie with these.
Good Luck.